As I feel it.

Some people are bond to us by an unknown relation, they are there, always there.

My soul, as I witness, at times undergo a revolting process, a cyclone, a storm takes over my body and jolts my heart, and burdens it.    I feel and I wish to leave this monotony at once and run to venture something that might give me new emotions, that’ll eradicate the inborn toxicities from me.                                I desire it so ingenuously and intently that it hereby snatches from me all my contentments even from the aims and paths that I thought I pursuit most desirably.        When I try to appear indifferent to  the notions which I find hard to linger on rather carry them out, they reflect upon with more intensity.                                           Some entrapped casual emotions and desires which when seek a way out of me and upon finding none turn up into some irksome migraine day in and day out.


7 Comments Add yours

  1. Iffat Anjum says:

    Ab kisay chahein kisay pooja karein
    Wo bhi aakhir mil gaya ab kiya karein

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    1. Aaishahid says:

      Desire never ceases to control our thoughts.


  2. Umer says:

    Quite relatable…

    “That mood where everything irritates you indicates that you’re actually missing someone.”


    1. Aaishahid says:

      Perhaps I miss my friends, I let them go from my life very intentionally cause their presence was hurting me. On the other hand, if I’d been,even a little,precious to them, they’d have made an effort to bring us back together. But it’s true that I miss them.

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      1. Umer says:

        Again relatable….

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      2. Umer says:

        Relationships in general (and friendship in particular) are all about four things, where: Respect is earned. Honesty is appreciated. Trust is gained. Loyalty is returned.

        Sometimes you have to move on without certain people. If they’re meant to be in your life, they’ll catch up.

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      3. Aaishahid says:

        Yes, you’re right
        They say, when someone leaves, it’s because someone else is about to arrive.
        I left people on purpose, I guess it’ll not hold correct for me

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